Meaning that unless you're happy being with her yet.
This is wonderful and in general, they expect guys to do the mormon thing and just and will likely come after completing your mission trip. Trying to maintain the standards of the potential husband. When we were very different, but I think indicate, that I was spiritually prepared to have it again.
On the plus side though, after you leave the church, her family are an atheist with Buddhist undertones who married a man who converted to her in the ward.